Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
didn't know when did it started, but seem like i have fallen deeply in..
i love to day dream and have been day dreaming all this while..
the dream i had yesterday was so real that i found myself really crying when i woke up.
cross my fingers and hope thatt it will not happen in reality.
i love to day dream and have been day dreaming all this while..
the dream i had yesterday was so real that i found myself really crying when i woke up.
cross my fingers and hope thatt it will not happen in reality.
let your heart out.
Log, check, see, log, check, see... Have been doing this for more than 7 times for the past few days. It have become a habit. Aiyo, Hoping for a reply eventually. Why am i stuck on the chair doing this multiple times?!
let your heart out.
Hmmm... it has been 2 or 3 years since then. Everything was in a mess, no doubt it is still. I detest it whenever i received any of her calls. even hearing anything abt her from mom or sis. When i was a kid, i thought that she was a kind, gentle, warm, someone whom i can relate to even better than my mom. I was fond of her, tailing her wherever she went. But i was wrong. i was blind or maybe cause i was just a kid? I have no idea why is she doing all these to us? Cause we aren't officially BLOOD-RELATED to her ? And she can say those kind of nasty stuffs? YOU ARE AN ADULT. not a kid anymore. Going ard being a hypocrite is enjoyable ah? One day, hopefully one day, i might drag her up from the ground, spin her ard spank her and throw her out of the UNIVERSE.
let your heart out.
You have saved her but killed her instantly. Why did you ? She tries to dig the truth as a lonely soul and was greatly traumatised . She is envious of you, who always goes around showing your wide and cheerful smile, greating great impression to every single one. With her around, she feels like a bad person; Not knowing that your words have a great impact on her. She had laid all her trust, hope, fear and secrets to you once upon a time. She wants to, tries to and is trying her best to forget everything but it fails. She couldn't. It is tough. She has been like this for years; Being a weakling. She hates to be. She is crying, can you hear her?
Crying badly to return.
let your heart out.
seem to be, not to be, seem to be, not to be.
seem to be, not to be, seem to be, not to be.
seem to be, not to be, seem to be, not to be.
- let me have partial amnesia. Wash my brains pls.-
let your heart out.
I am draining, turning off,
dont get close to me.
Don't try to.
there are countless of fear in me,
i can no longer function normally.
Every now & then,
words and images of the unforgettable memories kept haunting me.
Piercing right through my heart.
Creating countless of permanent scars & marks on it.
I can no longer take it. i am serious.
i haven talk to her for a week plus.
let your heart out.
the last time when we met, it doesn't beat any more.
it has gone...
doesn't feel, no weird thoughts.
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have been praying nights and nights, i am sure that they can hear me.
And, give you the answer that you have always wanted.
Way to go my precious friend!
A gem that shines my life!
A gift from heaven whom has never fail to draw a smile on me!
A pie with the fillings of jokes.
A friend whom has never left me alone. :)
To ah bug, da hao ren...
let your heart out.
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