Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
thank you mummy!
on the way back home, the ambience around us was serene. thoughts kept flowing in my mind, thinking about them again. knew that i was staring into the space, frowning my eyebrows. knew that i have to be optimistic but i just can't stop thinking. no one started the conversation till it was time for one of us to alight the bus. it was time to say "good-bye" to my friend again.
in the afternoon, i behaved strangely, just can't control myself. i had seemed to be so unfriendly to her and i felt so uneasy. sorry.i don't know why too. felt like a distance away from her again. and again, i can't stop myself from thinking about them. wish that those incidents have not happened before. wish that i could be more understanding. wish that i could have been resonable. wish that... i am a fairy godmother who seems to be so understanding, magnanimous etc... everything might be different then.
as per usual, i strolled to the bus interchange with my "trash" bag. but i had an umbrella with me today as it was raining. i had placed some coins in my left pocket before i left the house. when i was in the queue, i had been trying so hard to keep my umbrella that i forgot to fish out my coins first before the bus has arrived.
unfortunately, the bus arrived just after i had ended the battle with my beloved umbrella. my books, my bag and my umbrella were all over the place! i had no hands to fish out the coins from my left pocket. worst still, my skirt was too loose that it got shorter and shorter each time when i tried to fish out my coins . as i throught that the bus driver was the usual middle-aged old man, i took many 5-cents coins from home. to my horror, when i lifted my head up halfway through the "fishing" process, it turn out to be a 20 plus plus gentleman! he had been giggling away while i was concentrating on fishing out the coins and i didn't even notice it! i even paid 5-cent lesser as i coudn't fish out the last 5-cent from my pocket. it was so embarrassing! i have swear to myself that i will never wear that loose skirt to take a bus again if i were to pay the busfare using coins!
mummy~! thanks for buying the green pump shoe that i have longed for!
let your heart out.
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