a total brandnew day
she found her smile again:) thanks to her good buddy again. how she wish that she will be able to find hers one day. read through yesterday post. was a bit frightening. don't know why she would feel that way sometimes.
she might not understand what her buddy is going through. but she hopes that she will be of help. just cry out your feelings to her, at least you will feel better.
he chatted to her yesterday in msn. found out that her feelings were numb. if he were... ok. her imagination is going wild again.
she seems to be angry with her but it only seems to be. she is just confused about her feelings. she don't know how to react to whenever she wants to say. but she still cares about her. about her well-being. or about their well-being. all that she wants to do right now is to apologize to them. would they accept it? she is afraid.
let your heart out.