what a great discovery
fear. Fear. FEAR. this four letters describe her feelings now. she don't know why she is feeling this way. perharps... she don't know. she turned mad when she knew that her ex-buddy saw all those crappy posts. she felt guilty. she felt remorseful. she was devastated when her ex-buddy actually replied those words to her. she felt hurt. like a knife stabbing into the left ventricle/atrium of her wounded heart. blood was gushing out at 1000L/S at that moment. nobody could stop if from flowing. she wanted it to continue flowing till she turned blue. until her heart became numb. untill the day when she would have no emotions anymore .untill the day she became a walking zombie.
she couldn't control her temper today. felt that a screw in her mind/brain has became loose. don't know what was wrong with her this afternoon.
"sorry, everyone!" she cried.
perharps, tomorrow would be a better day. perharps...
let your heart out.