You have saved her but killed her instantly. Why did you ? She tries to dig the truth as a lonely soul and was greatly traumatised . She is envious of you, who always goes around showing your wide and cheerful smile, greating great impression to every single one. With her around, she feels like a bad person; Not knowing that your words have a great impact on her. She had laid all her trust, hope, fear and secrets to you once upon a time. She wants to, tries to and is trying her best to forget everything but it fails. She couldn't. It is tough. She has been like this for years; Being a weakling. She hates to be. She is crying, can you hear her?
Crying badly to return.
let your heart out.